Thursday, February 13, 2020

Consistency

It is what you are made of
What making kombucha reminds me
A two thousand year old connection
I like to put things together

With the new millennium we searched for sustainability
We created an unsustainable recycling industry like morons we are
A hundred years before there wasn't much garbage
Yes we were fewer but we made fantastic desserts from orange peals


Monday, February 10, 2020

Happy

Hallow brown in the eye
Blue haired to say blue eyed
Heard to describe what you smell

Tree people taking the bus to work
Diapers cleaned by hand and reused
The Roma scatter as the siren sounds

Dalmatia and they say every one has their own
Prose would do you fairer
A deep study 

Transcendental in thought
Helping good for you
A reciprocal relationship

You honor me let me honor you
You take some times from the least of us
Because it would be an insult not to

We drove away with the meat in the car
No words could be
A story I have now often told

From our perspective we had done nothing
There was this reflection in her eyes
A new beginning for her children

We brought art supplies and painted on the walls of one room
I was happy that day I would have liked to stay
Just above Visoko

There was a grim sense to war
We did so that we could
The hungry and cold easy to help



Saturday, February 1, 2020

we are able

Our theme for this week again we find ourselves challenged.  If you don't find yourself challenged in your faith life, well I don't know how that would be.  I don't have a lot to say today, but something important to remember.

Somos del Señor: God Gives the Growth


This theme beautifully relayed in our scripture from Corinthians today.

1 Corinthians 3:7-9 Amplified Bible (AMP)

7 So neither is the one who plants nor the one who waters anything, but [only] God who causes the growth. 8 He who plants and he who waters are one [in importance and esteem, working toward the same purpose]; but each will receive his own reward according to his own labor. 9 For we are God’s fellow workers [His servants working together]; you are God’s cultivated field [His garden, His vineyard], God’s building.

 There is seeming contradiction here, but it is an important starting place for us today.  We are the most important to God each of us.  Only in faith can we understand this fact.  We need to understand our value in what we do.  In My professional life I understand that I am completely replaceable.  Those moments I experience are however mine forever.  I often feel I am in the right place at the right time.  In our spiritual life we are not replaceable.

So much work that you could work to the end of you life and find your self at the beginning.  It is kind of surprising and what the old can't truly share with the young.  As I aged I often wonder why people didn't tell me more what to expect.  The world being so difficult actually makes it easier to help.  Not sure where to start, start where you are their is work all around.

Had an interesting time recently completing the first half of basic lay speaker training.  My first goal which I failed was to be on time.  Not only late I made Pastor Wilma and Sister Terry late.  My second goal was to try and learn something.  We took an overview of  the basic history of the church.  Well trodden territory as I a had helped recently with a confirmation class and also because I find history interesting.

We talked about what manifestations of God's power we experience in our life.  What came to me was the web of relationships that make all the small miracles of life.  Taken apart they almost seem like a God wouldn't have time to worry about such small things.  Pastor Moore spoke recently at Brother Keith's funeral how God always put him on his path when he needed dug out of the snow.  Several occasions he outlined.  

People when they think of religion they think of the big miracles.  I always think of the parting of the Red Sea.  That I am sure is because I watched the Ten Commandment movie so many times at my Granny's.  I didn't think I would ever see a miracle as big.  As we spoke about how the power of God manifested in our lives that day the thing that came to me was how the parting of the Red Sea was probably a very easy thing for God.  Water listens.  The Red Sea didn't debate.  Well guys like Keith never debated about helping, but you know people like that are all too rare. 

The greater miracle is that we find our way ever to where God wants us.  We have moments in our lives when we feel like we are in the right place at the right time.   Certainly we have quite a few that don't work out so well.  But these comedies of errors that our lives sometime become lead us in clear direction.

Today we are confronted by a Jesus in Mathew as tough as I know him.  Maybe that day flipping tables in the temple I think he was more fierce, but this scripture in Mathew is here for us everyday.  The entire scripture we read today Matthew 5:21-37 is kind of impossible.   The Jesus we are confront with here today in Mathew is the reason why so many Christians prefer to read Leviticus. 

Verse 21 and 22 read:


21 “You have heard that it was said to the men of old, ‘You shall not murder,’ and ‘Whoever murders shall be [a]guilty before the court.’ 22 But I say to you that everyone who continues to be angry with his brother or harbors malice against him shall be guilty before the court.

Yes Jesus is equating anger with murder.  That sounded impossible to me a child to not be angry.  Or to know that it is mentioned in the same breath as murder doesn't seem possible, but here we find it.

In Matthew 5:33-37 Amplified Bible (AMP)

33 “Again, you have heard that it was said to the men of old, ‘You shall not make false vows, but you shall fulfill your vows to the Lord [as a religious duty].’ 34 But I say to you, do not make an oath at all, either by heaven, for it is the throne of God; 35 or by the earth, for it is the footstool of His feet; or by Jerusalem, for it is the city of the Great King. 36 Nor shall you make an oath by your head, for you are not able to make a single hair white or black. 37 But let your statement be, ‘Yes, yes’ or ‘No, no’ [a firm yes or no]; anything more than that comes from the evil one.

Pastor Debbie often recommends a second translation to look at scripture.  Here another look at the section on oaths.  Do you hear anything different.  What is it you hear.  What catches your spirit?

Matthew 5:33-37 Modern English Version (MEV)
Teaching About Oaths

33 “Again, you have heard that it was said by the ancients, ‘You shall not swear falsely, but shall fulfill your oaths to the Lord.’[a] 34 But I say to you, do not swear at all: neither by heaven, for it is God’s throne; 35 nor by the earth, for it is His footstool; nor by Jerusalem, for it is the city of the great King. 36 Nor shall you swear by your head, because you cannot make one hair white or black. 37 But let your ‘Yes’ mean ‘Yes,’ and ‘No’ mean ‘No.’ For whatever is more than these comes from the evil one.

We are here in the the sermon on the mount today.  A nice place to be I always think. Jesus here is was also rebuking those opponents he had at the time who were clearly hypocrites.   The context of this passage tells us te importance for our lives.  Jesus denounced those who took oaths with great words and no action.  A good definition for politics.  We don't need to swear great oaths with grand words at all.  These really serve no purpose.

I was pondering this scripture last week watching the new Picard Star Trek show.  I enjoy those shows for several reasons probably mostly because I watched with my father when I was young.  In any case I also enjoy the pan galactic mythology wisdom myths represented.  In this episode Thursday a character admonished a student to not make a promise. Don't be a jailer.  The details elude me, but the point remains.  Also reminds me of some of the best advice I ever got.  Do what you can.  Don't promise just do what you say you will.  Jesus ever radical.

We are able to follow this model presented here.  We can connect to more than two hundred years and we can connect to more than two thousand years.  You ask me how?  Well I don't really know that many ways, but I do know that there are many ways. 


I've found one in the last six months here in the youth center.  I've been experimenting with brewing Kombucha.  My long term goal is to create a new project, but this far I have only been in a testing phase.  I won't swear to anything righ now.

Things have been going along well enough that I have felt comfortable to share with friends.  I have been drinking regularly what I have brewed and have received no complaints thus far from those I have shared.  What makes me feel comfortable is the product I have managed to produce has been very consistent.  It reminds me  how we get to know anything.  

I have two scobies living in the Youth Center now each in their own glass container.  A mother and daughter if you will.  They create similar output each week.  The input to the process is sweat tea.  The scoby unlike my body loves sugar.  I like Kombucha because I have been habituated to having a drink.  Water might be a better choice, but kombucha is a better choice to many other drinks available.

Interestingly my thoughts of water remind me why they would make kombucha for so long.  Truth is for most of human history water was very sketchy.  Most of the middle ages in Europe the drink would be a fermented product.  Having this living kombucha keeps the bad stuff away essentially.  It is when I realized this it made sense to me why Kombucha was easier to make than I thought it would be.  People have been doing it for at least two thousand years.  What people do often isn't hard, this we have experience with as well.

So my mind finds this two thousand year old relationship in my life.  It's not so unusual to be connected through the millennia.  

I say all this to say something small.  The greatest miracles of God are in relationships that last and can be depended upon.  We know thing change, but we have things that remain consistent as long as we remember to teach.  There are many things in this world that are not broke.

Lord, we are able. We can see the connections that demonstrate your presence in our lives.  We can try to be where and when we are needed.  Some people find this world of evil daunting and do not know where to begin.

I myself have seen that it is easier to help where thing are worse.  In a war displaced people need shelter and food.  In Cleveland it isn't always clear what it is people need.

I would argue it isn't too much different from the struggles I see kids make everyday at school.  They often can not find the right answer because they don't fully accept what the question asks them.  47 what?  A math classic teaching about units, but the point is people fail to see connection.  

Do you see miles per hour as a division problem?  I enjoy teaching about units.  You know it isn't only numbers and variables we do math with: meter times meter is meter squared.  Well I think math is good fun.  It is our reading comprehension tested here.

Paul is reminding us that we are children of God who need to mature in God.  We have plenty of work.  To my mind I see Paul still hoping to feed  us solid food soon.  Spiritual colic is like the regular one about learning to digest and accept.

Let Us Pray: God of all creation, the offering we bring to your altar this day is the fruit of our labors; and we want to bring you the best we have. No harvest comes from us alone but starts in your goodness; and many have contributed to every good gift we bring. Working together in your fields, generous God, we pray that our gifts might be used to bless others who hunger for connection with you. We pray in the name of Christ, our savior and redeemer. Amen. (1 Corinthians 3:1-9)


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Thursday, January 23, 2020

Key

Like everything geometry has a center
I teach geometry in Euclid sometimes find it tonic
We reach our limits infinity plus one to the zero power

Orientation changes and my perspective in time
Distance the variable most relevant to intensity
Close calm or far obliterating these appear the same

Your right here and I wonder why
Find you right in the course of events
You like to be there center

I try to pretend it is not all about you
The middle of my geometry shifts
Depends how you look at me

Somethings happen on their own
Others we can only make happen

The haiku one form
Never really needed be
Ours to negotiate

Things take my fancy
Smited mostly am I each day
Optimistic tho



Perspective



With the first full month of winter and all our festivals behind us. Our new year becoming this year. The liturgical calendar has us focused on unity. Our national connectional church posted an invocation or blessing or call, but it seemed a good place to start this morning:

Somos del Señor: Same Mind & Same Purpose

Here in this place we reenact and rehearse the story
of a poetic, prophetic, priestly God.
In liturgy, in litany, in prayer, in psalm, in meal, in hymns
we remember and call into the present
the story in which we live and move and have our being.
Here we are woven into the wisdom story of many generations;
we conspire with the Spirit towards a future garden
for we are grounded
in the names, dreams, signs and wonders of God’s communal story
and in this place, we become anguished poets
storied prophets
creative priest.
to each other
and to a searching world.[1]

Our purposes in Christ, our mind that is in Christ – namely to love God and love neighbor – can bring us to unity in mission and action.

[1] Cherwien, Susan Palo, “Calling Into the Present” From Glory Into Glory: Reflections for Worship (Saint Louis: MorningStar Music Publishers, 2009), 337.

This season we find the words of Paul come back again fresh to us. We can seek out agreement. It is actually all around. Few weeks ago I was running a common errand in my week. Maybe Tuesday to see how things were going with the fish or Thursday playing chess. There are many things going on in the youth center and almost soccer season.

As I turned onto Nottingham I saw more Mylar balloons than I have ever seen. Took my mind a moment to process. First the shear volume of balloons and second that they were all identical Mylar balloons. Prom season? I thought to myself. I notice things that have never happened to me before.

I have this gift and type of affliction to notice things. Much like when I was a baby novel things attract my attention. How I learned and what I was taught. And what I learned and how I was taught. Upon my return I found the electricity out and really not that many comparatively balloons wrapped around several transformers across Nottingham road.

There is good reason that I never saw that many Mylar balloons before. What good could come. I did know Mylar could put out the power. In Serbia in 1999, NATO tried out a bunch of new things. If you remember the late 90's relatively we didn't have that many hell fire missiles raining down from drones. What a name for something.

They had this idea that they could drop Mylar on the electric grid and knock it out instead of destroying the infrastructure. Transformers are hard to replace and very dirty when destroyed. So time and time again they would drop the Mylar and knock the electric out and the electrical technicians would work several days to restore power. Guess it was a nice things.

They did also drop cluster bombs on the hospital my daughter was born, but I'm pretty sure it was an accident. Many countries have long banned those weapons, but I want to tie this all back to those balloons. I was seeing something new and then something old. Didn't think that would happen again to me. Mylar brings connection to me. A weapon of war.

War and division we find everywhere. It really is just a matter of perspective. In many directions you could travel straight to a front line and see there is nothing dividing us. The words of Paul we will discuss come early from his letter to the church in Corinth.

1 Corinthians 1:10-18

10 But I urge you, believers, by the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that all of you be in full agreement in what you say, and that there be no divisions or factions among you, but that you be perfectly united in your way of thinking and in your judgment [about matters of the faith]. 11 For I have been informed about you, my brothers and sisters, by those of Chloe’s household, that there are quarrels and factions among you. 12 Now I mean this, that each one of you says, “I am [a disciple] of Paul,” or “I am [a disciple] of Apollos,” or “I am [a disciple] of Cephas (Peter),” or “I am [a disciple] of Christ.” 13 Has Christ been divided [into different parts]? Was Paul crucified for you? Or were you baptized into the name of Paul? [Certainly not!] 14 I thank God that I did not baptize any of you except Crispus and Gaius, 15 so that no one would say that you were baptized into my name. 16 Now I also baptized the household of Stephanas; beyond that, I do not know if I baptized anyone else. 17 For Christ did not send me [as an apostle] to baptize, but [commissioned and empowered me] to preach the good news [of salvation]—not with clever and eloquent speech [as an orator], so that the cross of Christ would not be [b]made ineffective [deprived of its saving power].

18 For the message of the cross is foolishness [absurd and illogical] to those who are perishing and spiritually dead [because they reject it], but to us who are being saved [by God’s grace] it is [the manifestation of] the power of God.

What we are to take I believe is more than the admonishment to be in perfect agreement, but the eternal truth that at no time and in no religious institution has it ever been easy.  We can take comfort in the fact that the Churches that the great Paul helped found faced the same issues all the churches of Jesus Christ face.

People like to pick on religion in general in many ways.  Sometimes those who feel they are the most religious see the least of God's power.  People actually do see different things it is hard for us to grasp.  To me yesterday I was thinking how curious that we do see at all.  What an odd thing to do in general.  We often hear people grateful just for that to see another day not even sure what it will bring.

"For the message of the cross is foolishness [absurd and illogical] "

In our current political climate I wonder if we demand our lawyers to learn logic so well simply so they can know how to ignore it.

"but to us who are being saved [by God’s grace] it is [the manifestation of] the power of God"

I like that combination of words.  The power of God in verb form manifesting working still creating.  If you were a creator would you stop?

The answer to division is dialogue.  To Take part. To keep up.

Small numbers can be a challenge, but also an opportunity for everyone who is interested to take part.  We are meeting this last Sunday of the month and if we can continue doing so month after month will become year after year generation after generation and 400 in 2221 perhaps.  It really doesn't matter where we go as long as we go together with God.

We find this model in the heart of our reading today from Mathew:

17 From that time Jesus began to preach and say, “[a]Repent [change your inner self—your old way of thinking, regret past sins, live your life in a way that proves repentance; seek God’s purpose for your life], for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.”

So the simple answer seems that we just need to agree.  

Here is were we find this contradiction that people find so difficult about religions.  We need to work together and we need to fight for what is right.  These two competing goals often have opposite requirements.  I don't personally have the answer.  If I did I don't think I would be here.

What we have in this institution of ours is really discipline to keep returning to the same questions until they are finally answered.  It is faith that if we can continue to meet and continue to dialog we can continue to grow and get better.  We can be healthier.

Thing about a church is you get what you get.  Only a God could understand why we are all here.  

I don't really argue with people who like to list all the evils of organized religion.  I do find that any short falling I find in religious institutions I find in all institutions and all people and in myself.  

Perspective is the solution and the difficulty we face.  The problems we face as a world community as a nation and a local community all have a lack of long term thinking involved.
  If we looked closer at the problems we perceive they are all short-term.

When we think long-term we can make any future possible.   What we need is discipline and lucky enough we have one.  I'll finish today with my grand fathers description of it:


Just suppose for a moment that all the workers on a building site said: "Let's forget the blue prints Let's each work out our own ideas!" When you saw the finished house (if it was ever finished), you'd laugh and say don't tell me there's a designer behind all this.

That is what has happened in the world for a good many centuries, and is still happening today.

What proportion of all the people in the world do you suppose, are following the Designer's blueprint? A pretty small number I dare say. Many, of course, don't know about it, many don't bother to consult it, and a lot of people prefer their own ideas. If the results are chaotic can we blame the Designer?

This blue print is found in the New Testament. There we can read of a God who broke through from the real and permanent world into this life of time and space by becoming a Man. He was thus able not only to give men the blueprint for living but to live it out in person. Among us in fact, you might say that he personally was the blueprint. And it becomes pretty plain as you read that if only men would live according to that design, the world would quickly recover and become infinitely better and happier place.

At present there is only a mere handful who have studied the plan and are trying to cooperate with the designer.

What about you? Do you say, "Who need the blueprint" and then try to shift the blame for all the mess on God, the designer? Or are you daily seeking to live according to God's Plan.

Consider the influence of the life of Jesus. It has been said He never wrote a book. He never held an office. He never owned a home. He never had a family. He never went to college. He never traveled two hundred miles from the place he was born. He had no credentials but himself. Yet, We are well within the mark when we say that all the armies that ever marched, and all the navies that were ever built, and all the parliaments that ever sat, and all the kings that ever reigned, put together, have not affected the life of man upon this earth as powerfully as has this one solitary life.

Jesus you see identified Himself with the great idea: He lived for a supreme objective :The Kingdom of God". He says," To this end was I born and for this cause came I unto the world, that I should bear witness unto truth." (John 18:37)

Here then my brothers is one way to make a simple life truly influential. It is to serve God instead of gold, to invest yourself in men instead of markets. It is to live for the long term instead of temporary values. It is to put the Church first instead of last. It is to identify yourself with great causes instead of petty satisfactions.

Do this and one solitary life, one small candle, however humble, becomes great in stature and matchless in it's endless influence among men.--

Jesus said,"I am the light of the world, he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life."

"Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father who is in heaven.

Let Us Pray.
Our dear Heavenly Father we pray that thou will keep us in the center of thy will. Help us to shine for thee in a mighty way. Increase our vision - lift our horizons - intensify our zeal, that we might in all times seek they face: That we might love our neighbors as ourselves. -That we might live lighted lives. -Amen


Here we are woven into the wisdom story of many generations;
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Tuesday, January 21, 2020

17 Billion



In the pine forest
We search for only the oak tree
Pine barrens the soul

Much is fine here now
Pass quicker than one would think
Problems in their place

You are not so bad
No one has ever seen what I
External define

Friday, January 10, 2020

in the Marrow

Divisions we seem to only maker those
Distinct from animals because we are children longer
Surprise they use tools they separate nothing
I have these Bluetooth headphones

Proper name or place Google wants capitals
They say repeatedly power low please recharge
Repeatedly
That wasn't designed you see

Do I need a flashing blue light on the side of my head as I listen
Blue to our generation speaks future
Last LED light we figured out
Red is old to even the Boomer

Their planet want very nice
Maybe that is why they don't want to save
Low battery please recharge
We do much better

They seem to think little is off no consequence
We can talk about everything
Not everything brought up is most important
All relative all family

You lie to yourself everyday
Always more there biologically
Or any other way
In the marrow

What your made of
More than they believed
I don't give words always their due
There's more here than I believe

People read for many reasons
We write only for one
Imagine a world where you didn't lie to yourself
you will never find one

False quantum well perhaps
Everything breaks
We save ourselves everyday
We don't use ourselves up

But we could
Maybe someday you will
Stars what just one word
Cuts to the marrow to expose it's dust